Monday, September 27, 2010
Hypnosis
Got up early, found something's missing my only name. No one else sees but I got stuck and soon forever came. Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed. Who am I this time, where's my name? I guess it crept away. No one's calling for me at the door. And unpredictable won't bother anymore. And silently gets harder to ignore. Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see. What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me. Just let it go, what now can never be.
This is for YOU....do you ever dream of me, the way I dream of you? If so, what do you dream of when you dream of me? Sometimes I think, I'm okay, that's until I fall asleep. Then I get all sort of emotions flowing through my stomach. Sooner or later, I'm sure I'll be okay.....I hope
Some say sleep is the kin of death. Most people desire to die in their sleep. Peacefully. I often think about what sleep can do to a person. Especially when we are dreaming. Some of my dreams seem to finish unanswered. Asking myself what could be if I just slept 5 minutes longer. What was she going to tell me. Who is she? I don't know.
Sometimes I dream about someone I have seen before, but never spoken to them a day in my life. I don't even know their name. It has to be a sign of something, I just can't piece it together because I never finish my dreams. Maybe I'm supposed to finish my dreams through reality....but how??
Then there are the dreams that seem to go on until you end it. One time I had a dream that seemed a little bit to actual. That I would wake up for maybe a minute or two then doze off and continue my dream from where I left off. Almost like a watching a show with commercials included. I enjoy those the most because it gives me a conclusion about what I was dreaming about. The only downside to the dreams are. it's not real.
Who am I dreaming about when I dream. Sometimes the dreams I dream of are the dreams I wish I never dreamed. Simply because, there comes a time in my life where I'm looking for a conclusion instead of a prolonging wish. It puts me at a standstill in my life, because the dreams bring the good times back that no longer exist. Dreaming of love with that special person that may never happen again. I ask myself, is every meant to happen this way for the better? Are my dreams a sign telling me to escape from it all or run right into it. I guess that's what holds most people back, never knowing the outcome of a situation because we are afraid of the bad answer.
What are we dreaming when we rest in peace?
Love, Live, Life
:::Byron Belle:::
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