Moving down the streams of my lifetime, pulls the fascination in my sleeve. Cooling off the fire of my longing, boiling off my cold within her heat. Melting down the walls of inhibition, evaporating all of my fears. Baptizing me into complete submission. Dissolving my condition with her tears. It's just like water, I ain't felt this way in years.
After being drowned into the rubble of destruction I return as a newly refreshed soul. I've been on a hiatus since my last blog. Trying to find some sort of stability in my life. More of balance. I'm not sure if I have found it yet but of course, as life goes through its cycles, we go through ours; finding answers we don't know of. It's really interesting HOW we find certain answers.....I believe that some things we are afraid to ask, so we find the answers on our own...through the consequences we make or have made. I, myself, have been through many trials and tribulations. I am thankful that I have made it this far in life.
I'm sure, you are wondering where I'm going with the Loving in Lust....right? Well, I want to give my input on Love and Lust....Where I've been with it....people I know....and much more....It will be pretty interesting needless to say..
The Resurrection of Love that floats right above our heads
In my mind if feels like we are lusting when we are in bed
How can something so wrong feel so right?
Or is it how can something so right feel so wrong?
I have to be strong, although my heart can't carry on
Something in me, continues to prolong my faith for
the perfect love I always see in the movies, or read in books
I dwell on the past..taking second looks. I get hooked on who
My first love, my last love. My new love, my past love. I love
her more than I love myself. We all gets lost, who will be there
when I need help? Then I'm alone, waiting and waiting......
Waiting and waiting some more. She's coming back, I'm pretty sure
Days past by...then weeks...I still wait....months become years.
I still wait....with this little faith, God I can't wait!
Thinking about the good times, puts a smile on my face. Tears of joy begin to take, not realizing that what we were is REALLY over. I still don't know if I should wait or move. My heart you see, is no longer strong. But in the back of my mind, I will find my fairytale love as I continue to walk this invincible road. Then I get this burning sensation deep within my soul, my feet feel light as the wings begin to take control. After feeling so low in my sorrow. I now know that there is a tomorrow. And I Rise.....
And I RISE
My Resurrection.
Love, Live, Life
:::Byron Belle:::
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