The Lavalamp

What's up with all these nightmares, this long rewinding road, that leads me to the same place I started from; right before I left home. (Look me in my eye!) I thought you was a shrink? Diagnosed my symptoms, I give you time to think. OK your time is up, now analyze my life. Please remove your glasses, and look me in the eyes. You seemed to be confused, I raised up off his sofa. I put back on my shoes, because this sessions over. I headed for the door, he stopped me in my tracks. He said he had an answer, he told me to come back. He spoke the book of Matthew, then spoke spoke the book of Luke. But he stopped at Revelations, when he just spoke the truth. And told me all my answers, I would find in his book. If I just stopped and looked, if I just stopped and looked. He told me to seek in he who seeks he shall find. Then he put back on his glasses, and he looked me in my eyes.......

Each and every day I learn something, even if I sleep all day and stay awake all night. A friend of mine told me I should live in Asia because of my backwards sleep patterns. Hmmm interesting needless to say. I wonder.....I will give it try starting soon...When I was in school, I was awake from 8:00 in the morning until 3:00 in the morning. Working NON-STOP!!!! Oh the joy of school.....

Growing up is a slow process for some and fast process for others. I think it's slow for me, like a Lavalamp....When you get a Lavalamp, you have to plug it up to turn it on...and the wax heats up....I'm at the point where the wax is losing its solid form to becoming liquid. I've been liquid before, but that was while I was in school. But after school, I turned my lamp off and returned back to my state. But I had to turn it back on and get back on track.

This whole summer for me is progress. Learning new things and refining my old ways to become much better than before.  I'm still thinking about the idea that is in process....who knows when it will be finish.....

The idea may never be finished.....How can I finish something that doesn't have an answer?

Or does it????


Love, Live, Life

:::Byron Belle:::