Voyage to Atlantis

Some days I sit, staring out the window; watching this world pass me by. Sometimes I think, there's nothing to live for; I almost break down and cry.  Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy! Why am I hear? Am I just wasting my time? Sometimes I feel like the world's on my shoulders, everyone's leaning on me. Cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over. But then it comes back to me.

I'm more than tired today. I only got about five hours of sleep, but it's okay. Sometimes I don't even get any sleep. Hanging out with my friends get a lot of things off my mind, especially when it's the deep thinking thoughts in my mind. When I'm with them, I just forget it all. I remember writing something about love and at the beginning of it, I said my mind was like a time bomb waiting to explode, of every single memory I didn't let go...I guess I've put a pause on my time bomb. I haven't exploded yet. I don't even want to think about what will happen when my times up......

It's been a few weeks since I last took my prescription. I don't what happened or where I've been or why I haven't taken it. I guess I forgot to take it. Hopefully I won't forget tonight because I really want to take it tonight. I will need it before I start on my first painting. I never painted before this will be a challenge for me. I got a few pointers on where to start to I think I'm ready :)

I can give my input on what I think about Atlantis and if it exists or not but there's something significant about the story and how I can somewhat relate to it. Click Here if you want to know the story of Atlantis. But when I think of Atlantis and why no one believe it exists or haven't found it yet, i think about the soul. Our soul is like the beautiful city of Atlantis and then it disappeared. Which led to the ups and downs of our lives. Finding our soul is when we find Atlantis. I've been on this Voyage for sometime and I will not stop until I find it...Or have I found it? Hmmmmmmm......................