When it's positive people don't wanna hear it, I wanted to speak the truth but I was afraid that you wouldn't feel it. I overcame, and I'm not ashamed of it. High school was okay, but we were talking about nothing. God blessed me with a mind to paint a picture so vivid. Then I turned around and rode bus down. Ignorance is bliss. How could I be so oblivious? But they say the first step to recover is to admit. My mind felt locked up and I was truly missed. Trapped your body not your mind, your dreams will take you where you wish. Home is in your head your sanity is who you should move it with, when you locked behind your nightmares and your physical don't exist.......
So the voyage has led me here so far. Off shore and into the forest. Now the question is.....Where do I take my next step? What's my next move? Maybe the full moon is the direction I should go....
It's only a matter of time before I leave and go back to life I left three months ago. The life that kept me going when everything was attacking me from the inside and out. With all the resting I took, I think I'm ready to face it with a vengeance......July 5, 2010 1:57 AM to be continued........
July 9, 2010 11:22 PM..................
I took some time off for a minute to re collect my thoughts or in this case, been standing in the same place in this forest trying to decide what my next move should be. I think I will keep walking straight ahead. I really been overdosing on my prescription while I been on this small hiatus from the world. While looking and ahead and looking behind. I think I have an understanding of what's going on. Which is why I chose to go straight ahead on this Voyage.........
Love, Live, Life
:::Byron Belle:::
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