As we sing the lullaby, I'm just looking for the one who's more than right. Momma said she is somewhere in my sight. Don't make sense cause all I dated were nothing but lies. A dream and a wish is all I got, and I was wondering would you still be down to ride. See I love boojee women I ain't gotta lie, but I have to move on cause babe I'm tired.
Recharged ipod, I feel much refreshed to continue my long journey. How long will this energy last? I'm not too much worried about that. I just want to get it all out so I can start fresh on life. I realized life is really peaceful on the outside. Keeping so much caged in, you feel everything around moving so fast that you can't notice how relaxing the wind feels, or how clear the skies are. I can really appreciate the smaller things in life. You know that it's kind of sad, that when you are elder and know that your time will come soon to be with God, you begin to notice the little things in life. It's true.
My walk on campus, and I press play....and the song that reminds me of her plays.......
I remember when we 1st met. You were talking up a storm lol. I guess you were flirting with me, I don't know. After that day, I didn't know that we would ever speak or see each other ever again. The next day, your friend, who is also my friend told me that you thought I was cool. I was determined to find you on myspace. That was the time myspace was a legit website lol. It wasn't until towards our graduation month when I would find you again.
Talking to you, made me realized how much of a down to earth person you were. I began to like you. Our first date, was having lunch at McDonalds. lol romantic right? I will never forget, asking you out for a second date. Although I can't fully remember what we did, I just remember how my stomach felt when I asked you that day.
After a while, I felt kinda confident that we would be together, then you go back to your ex. I knew that you still loved him, and I told you that I'm happy for you. And I was. Our friendship/relationship was something so special and unexplainable. It's as if when we are not talking for a long time and reunite, something happens between us. I kind of came a conclusion, that I like you and you like me. We just never made us official. I'm okay with that. For now.
For some reason, I think we will be together in the near future. It's only meant to be. Our time just hasn't came yet. You can feel it. I can tell in our conversations, that you think the same. Right? I often think of you, I see you on fb. I want to write you sometimes, but I'm not ready yet. I'm glad that when we hang out we both have a great time. It kind of makes me think about life in the future, just being an adult. I guess I'm not ready to grow up, if we haven't made us official yet.....But only in our moments together, I feel like I am ready.
I had to rewrite this part over because I wasn't satisfied with the lyrics.
this isn't a poem to be exact, I'm just hoping that while you read this, you can feel it.
How do I say what I feel about you without running you away?
I really like you but who knows what things may stay.
Will we ever get the chance to experience a relationship beyond just friends?
I know that you are living your life on one side and I'm living mine too.
We seem to reunite in the center where life seems cool.
What should we do about this? One thing I kind of regret
is never having our first kiss. I guess I'm too afraid.
Because I feel that things will never be the same.
For the better or for the worse?
Will it be a gift or will it be a curse?
Maybe you should kiss me first, I know it's the guy's job.
But I don't want to come at you like a jerk.
Love does hurt, we both know it first hand.
When I'm around you, I feel like I'm slowing becoming a man.
That God wants me to be. I have a different outlook on life.
For once I feel free. Our next encounter will come soon, it always does.
We catch up on things and the question will definitely come up.
You will say, I can see myself in a relationship with you and I will say the same.
But for some reason, our relationship status never changed.
I know that well will be together. Or that's what I think will come.
I'm going to keep my heart towards the sun, and see where it will lead me.
Maybe to you. We'll see. Take care for now. until we meet again.
We are too far from the beginning and too far from the end.
Love, Live, Life
:::Byron Belle:::
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