The Attempt

I tried blogging from my phone, that didn't go so well. Here's what I wrote...........

My father said I need Jesus. So he took me to church and let the water wash over my Caesar. The preacher said we need leaders. Right then my body got still like a paraplegic. You know who you could call, you got a message then leave it.

Less than 48 hours left before I make the trip to school. Back to "reality." I feel like I've been living in a dream like life this whole summer. I did what you are supposed to do in the summer! Sleep all day, hang with friends, and not worry about a thing! I don't I've had a summer where I didn't do anything. Although I loved it, I hate it as well. I wanted to have a more productive summer. You know, keep myself in shape.....Mentally....but my mind, I guess wasn't ready to get back in the motion of working. I know I've made reference about me being tired physically and mentally, but you have no idea how tired I was. If you could see how many hours I slept in a day, you would have an idea....

I'm attempting a lot of things right now...like I'm blogging from my phone, I hope it comes out good! Also, I'm attempting to fast for Ramadan! Its not easy, but I'm willing to try! Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking and sexual activities from dawn until sunset. Fasting is intended to teach Muslims about patience, humility, and spirituality. It is a time for Muslims to fast for the sake of God or Allah and to offer more prayer than usual. During Ramadan, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. Although I'm not Muslim I do have much respect for the belief so I will try my very best to fast this month, I think that Muslim belief about Fasting is very interesting and true.

I was going to continue my story but I'm pretty tired. I want to overdose on these drugs tonight. Good drugs.....drugs that clears my thoughts or at least give me control of them. I thank God for giving me ears, mind, and heart for this drug. Like, seriously, I think I would go crazy if I didn't have these drugs. Btw, Music is my drug....this what I meant when I said finding love.....again..........Right????

Love, Live, Life 

:::Byron Belle:::