Finding Love......Again

The heart in the haystack where could it be? I've searched high and I've searched, but still cannot see.  I guess I will try again tomorrow. How can something so joyful, cause so much sorrow?  Love....Oh what a word to feel!  The heart in the haystack, I know it's real!

In my previous blog, I stated that I will write a story. I've been working on a story, but it's very hard to come up with a story on the spot. I guess I understand why authors take time to write stories. I'm not gonna do a story unless I have done some research or some studying.  I've been listening to audio podcasts of horror stories, because I find it more interesting than anything. But hopefully it will guide me to becoming a story teller....I will write a story today, but I'm not gonna write a full story blog.

So other news.....I finally figured out how to blog from my phone! This is probably the best news because I want to blog at night when I'm laying down or when I'm on the road with my friends. So be expecting more blogs from me during my very little free time at school.

So yesterday, I found my headphones and listen to some music. I forgot how much powerful it was! The sounds really opened my eyes. It felt like I was at place I've been longing for for years. To describe my feeling, my mind took me to a deserted island. The weather is perfect. I'm sitting at an open fire, with the sweetest fruit to feast upon. The sounds of the ocean crashing on the shore is peaceful. It's a full moon up....

So after pretty much overdosing last night....I bring to you a story....I don't have a title yet, I'm writing the story as I write this blog...so follow along as I ATTEMPT.....lol

My troubled life, I'm not sure where I will take it. I can't give up. I've been the so-called loser at love, I'm forever putting my all in the relationship only to get hurt in the end.  Maybe it's me, I'm not sure.  Here I stand on the cliff ready to relieve my heartache and pain, but I'm afraid to jump. Now I sit here, thinking..... reminiscing.....I feel the tears roll down my cheeks....Why can't this feeling go away???? 

Then I hear the most sweetest voice whisper in my ear....."Let go....be free....look down the cliff.....what do you see?" I see rocks and water that's all...She says it again......"Let go....be free....look down the cliff....what do you see?" I look deeper down the cliff and I see peace....She tells me to jump and everything will be okay

So now I'm standing up with my arms spread out waiting.....just waiting.......

Love, Live, Life

:::Byron Belle:::