Loving in Lust Chronicles: From Concrete Thoughts to............

You're like a dream come true. Music's a dream come true. I got dreams of music, you wanna see my dream come true? For every night when I dream girl, I dream of you. Every time I say dream girl, I think of you. There's nothing for me to do, but to tell the truth.

I just took an iChill, so I'll be out probably after this blog. It's been a long day, new views on life....well I wouldn't necessarily call it a new view on life, but a more clearer view. Almost as if my life started in a cloud of smoke and day by day I'm wiping the smoke away. Sometimes I end up going into the direction where there is more smoke. I'm pretty sure I'll get out. I guess that's how everyone feels when they are stuck between a rock and a hard place.

"I wouldn't mind blowing my ear drums out, as long as I can still hear music." That sounds like a famous quote from somewhere, I'm not sure but I just made that up. I'm pretty sure that I will be coming back to that quote some day soon.....iChill is beginning to take it's effect, I have like the perfect mixture of drugs right now, I feel so good. Some people should try this, like I have NEVER in my 20 years have felt this good in my life. Incense burning, RELAXING music destroying my ears...I say relaxing music because you can't play Heavy Metal overdosing on this drug.....and I just took a shot of iChill. I'm loving this feeling. Is this the feeling of being high?

I'm closing the Concrete Thoughts blog and transitioning to something else. I will reveal the title of that blog on the next entry. It may be tomorrow, or next week, not sure yet. I need to vent for awhile on it, to be certain that this is what I want to call it. I'm pretty sure it will be worth the wait, not just for my readers, but for me as well. I'm about to start looking at things much more differently. I don't know what's gonna happen from here on out, but follow me and watch me closely, from the inside.....